Doors

"When one door closes, another opens."
"When God closes a door, he opens a window."
"Sometimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open."

All I really want right now is to just get my hands on a key to open some kind of door!  

By Friday, if I haven't heard anything, I'm calling Royal Caribbean.  I'm pretty sure they don't know about the stress and forced patience I've been having to endure.  Life would be easy if I got that job.  No struggling.  Just learn my script and churn out 8 hours a day.  Benefits, decent pay.  

So then why do I feel like they're not going to call.  Like there are tons of other people out there better than me.  I mean, it would be par for the course.  I've lost count how many jobs and applications I've sent out and applied for.  Is working 2 part-times what I'm going to have to settle on?

I didn't want to live in this studio forever.  I want to make other plans and do other things.  I want to stay hopeful but it's hard.  

I just need that one phone call.....

    
 

Hopeful

I have an interview at Royal Caribbean. I smirk a little to myself every time I think of the possibility of getting the job and only YOU would know why, lol.  (You know who you are.)  How odd and crazy the universe is....

But on a more serious note, getting this job would mean a lot.  Another opened door into my future.  Life ever changing.  Constantly on the move.

Cross your fingers and say a prayer. :)